When I was of age, I began life on my own with no direction. When
you are not nurtured or taught things like manners, social graces, how
to keep yourself clean...and the list goes on and on, all you do is
exist and try to fit into society; however, I was an absolute failure at
that. All through my years of aging, I said and did some pretty
terrible things to others. I didn't know any better because of the
trauma I had endured as a young person. I eventually turned to drugs and
alcohol to escape reality and things only became worse...much worse; my
parenting skills included.
I lived most of my life as a miserable, unhappy woman, riddled with guilt over my poor parenting, things that happened in my past, and the type of person I became. This went on until my early fifties... that is when I finally reached out for help. I am 64 now and it is almost unthinkable that I was that other unlikable person so many years ago.
Since then I have reached personal triumphs that I never thought possible for myself and I am such a happy person with a very healthy mental well-being. Learning to defeat my demon memories and all that was trying to destroy me has done that for me. I am also very fortunate to have a very loving, understanding husband.
Abuse is a subject that should be talked about much more openly and much more often; especially by people like myself...the ordinary Jane or Joe that is not your famous movie star, politician, or athlete.
I lived most of my life as a miserable, unhappy woman, riddled with guilt over my poor parenting, things that happened in my past, and the type of person I became. This went on until my early fifties... that is when I finally reached out for help. I am 64 now and it is almost unthinkable that I was that other unlikable person so many years ago.
Since then I have reached personal triumphs that I never thought possible for myself and I am such a happy person with a very healthy mental well-being. Learning to defeat my demon memories and all that was trying to destroy me has done that for me. I am also very fortunate to have a very loving, understanding husband.
Abuse is a subject that should be talked about much more openly and much more often; especially by people like myself...the ordinary Jane or Joe that is not your famous movie star, politician, or athlete.